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I persist.

Posted in Uncategorized on December 25, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST

Merry Christmas everybody, I’m still here. To anyone who has been waiting for updates I promise to they are on there way, I’ve had quite the month and have been meaning to write just that I haven’t found the time. 


And so it ends.

Posted in Uncategorized on April 13, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST

So this happened.

Posted in Uncategorized on March 23, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST
Even at a time like this you have to maintain your sense of humour. Anyone who has seen Hot Fuzz will be able to appreciate this. 

Posted in Uncategorized on March 22, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST

I would do well to remember this.

Posted in Uncategorized on March 19, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST

If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment.

-Marcus Aurelius.

After dark, a golden dawn.

Posted in Uncategorized on March 19, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST

There’s an odd silence to this day. Even with the house full of people it’s quiet. I’m here cooking a meal, for a while it was chaotic but now I’m in the final stages before we actually sit and eat it. Cooking for five this evening. Indian food in general is a long process but usually worth it.

After the last few days I don’t really feel so bad. She went from acting like I’d knifed her in the heart to being absolutely okay in 24 little hours. In my experience that means very few things. Likely none of them good. I’m happy she’s okay but something about it is off. You don’t go from what she told me to completely fine. Well as long as she’s fine. 

Now about me. What am I to do? Reassess the situation and make my move accordingly. It’s not like I’m usually short of company. I admit I do have some amazing women in my life. They are all very different people but each beautiful in their own right. I’m glad I made the effort to meet new people. 

The last few days have been boring to the point where I’ve been in bed before 10pm. To some people that’s very normal but for me it’s usually 12am earliest. I like it better after dark. I’m that bored it feels like I’m stuck passively doing nothing, endlessly. Cabin fever? Whatever you want to call it, it sucks. 

The food was well received. Apparently my cooking has exceeded itself. I think that’s because I literally have nothing else to focus on right now besides the tasks of the day. I’ve enjoyed the peace in some ways but now it’s gotten to the point where doing nothing has grown tedious. 

I’m hoping to do something nice with my evening whatever it may be. Nothing is as I would like it right now but at least it’s peaceful with nothing left fight over. The words of Marcus Aurelius have been helpful to me of late. A friend of mine shares views that mirror those I’m reading. I guess again I concede that she has a point.

I need to live now. I’m going to do something worth doing this evening, I started with the meal, now I’m writing to you. I plan to do something fun, laugh a little maybe. It’s not wonderful here but it is calm. The night from here is whatever I make of it. 


Here be dragons.

Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2017 by MISANTHROPIST

People have many preconceived notions about London. It’s actually a lot more like this where I grew up.