Pain is slow motion, like trees that reach for the sun.
Grief is not something I’m used too, usually I just don’t invest in a person enough to get hurt when things go south. I invested in one person, whom I loved, she was my best friend and the one person I thought I could trust. When I found out the truth and confirmed my suspicions I’m not sure if I felt stupid for not listening to myself or angry for being betrayed by the person I loved the most. She pulled a Judas on me. I expect that sort of thing of people but not her. Damn was I wrong… and I’m paying for it.