Archive for December, 2010

If I can’t sing my blues then can I drink my booze?

Posted in General, Misanthropy, Uncategorized on December 28, 2010 by MISANTHROPIST


Sitting up at night I’ve had plenty of time to think as she sleeps, it’s really cute when she tells me she loves me in her sleep. I’ve been depriving myself of sleep and drinking at obscure times of the morning, eating all manner of foods. Partying the nights away with music, booze, food the occasional cigarette has been all fun and good until she’s sleeping and I’m left with my thoughts. Usually I don’t get lonely but I’ve started too. I fucking hate it but it seems to be a logical indicator of how much she means to me, as if I needed to confirm that.

The New Year is approaching and aside from the hands of gold mentioned in the previous article I can already see some shit forecast for next year some of this is as follows:
-People will not change.
They almost certainly never do, situations will change, however people will not. If you’re one of those people out there hopelessly trying to change a person, give up now, it’s a waste of your time and theirs. The only time someone changes if they consciously decide to and even then it can be argued that they never really changed as people just adapted to new circumstance. In short, I don’t expect people to be any better than before.

-My own country is still a shit storm
It’s not exactly a war zone but we’re in shit, economic shit for a start. Need I explain economic downturn, or the job market? Well I’m not going to, so google it. We’re also in a sea of shit from our coalition government that aren’t worth their salaries. A friend of mine recently said he lost all faith in politics. I envied him somewhat. When I was not educated about it, it didn’t concern me. It was important but not necessary to me. I didn’t want to be involved in it. As I became educated in it I wanted even less to do with it. I never had faith in it in the first place. I envy the fact that he at one time had faith in this system. I am big on systems but this system has been flawed since it left its roots in ancient Greece with expansion into the larger populations it became less effective. I’ve always seen to many flaws in modern politics and therefore never maintained any sort of faith in it.

-The international climate is set to get hot.
We’re looking at a shit storm in the new year, international relations have been damaged and there is probably little or no trust between nations. This will affect all international relations. Wikileaks have been good for informing the public of the actions of their governments and better educating the general public in international relations. It has made transparent the way governments really work. All of this is great but we have yet to see any real repercussions of the wikileaks scandal. Will it be of more harm than good.

-Film is not set to improve.
I have had a problem with film for some time now, I haven’t been to a cinema or watched a recent film in some time. Any films I do catch are always watched months or even years after they’re released. I just haven’t seen a film that warrants me to pay way over price for the experience of sharing my seat with some obese man’s left bingo wing. Also we’ve all been on a date in a cinema, and lip-wrestled in the back but I don’t want to hear your fucking lips smacking together like you’re chewing after Botox while I’m trying to watch my moving picture. I usually guess the ending of a film most of the time it makes it pointless to watch.

-Music will be as bad as before.
We’re set for some good music but the majority of it will be poor, especially the UK’s various music scenes.
Thank god I own all the music I like.  No doubt Simon Cowell will be putting out more shit this year and people like my friend will be trying to get obscure songs into the number one downloads spot in protest. He chose ‘The bird is the word.’ I hate this song, I’m happy he failed or I think I’d have to kill him. I couldn’t stand it for a whole Christmas without flying into some sort of rage.

-Video games.
Yes I occasionally play the vidya but there is a huge problem with video games for me, see various points from music and film.

-Friends.
See people.

In conclusion I’d say that there is room for some improvement in the New Year but some things will be as shite as ever. Some things will even get worse. Sometimes It’s hard to the see the good in amongst the bad. Being a pessimist as seeing mostly bad I know this better than most. You must keep your eyes open and notice opportunity as it arises. One of my biggest problems at the moment is that stuck feeling, when you know you have something you have to do, you know how to succeed but your stuck on the starting line until that shot rings out and that perfect opportunity presents itself. You must also be careful not to start to fast or you’ll just end up sent back to that starting line. So yeah, I’m demonstrating some patience and I am bad at it. In fact its killing me a little knowing its all around that corner and all I can do for now is wait. Also being away from her sucks. When I get her she’s going to get it. A lot sucks, in fact I can safely say almost everything sucks. By that logical almost everything can only get better right?
I think I’ll open another beer for now.

Setting sun deals hands of gold.

Posted in Uncategorized on December 28, 2010 by MISANTHROPIST

Hands of gold.

I said I wasn’t going to attempt a Christmas article, largely because I’ve seen one that is already perfect in addressing the worst thing about the entire period. Also due to the fact that it is past Christmas and I was to busy/ couldn’t be bothered during. Although I’ve saved Christmas I promised no such grace to the New Year. So here goes…
I have been thinking about the New Year in my spare time, mainly due to the fact that I’ve been up almost every night since and slept entire days away. Also the fact that Smirnoff and various energy drinks keep me awake. Its been quite good. I just wish I’d spent more time with her. I find myself first looking at the New Year firstly thinking to myself ‘what fresh hell is this.’ I have good reason to. Then I consider with the sun setting on New Years Eve one thing is certain, the new year will bring about change and change no matter how hard we resist it is inevitable. Change brings about opportunity and opportunity allows for good things to occur. That setting sun deals hands of gold. It is up to you to keep your eyes open, your mind about you and utilise the opportunities presented to you. I hate one thing more than anything. Its people who will sit around and complain that their life is shit then refuse to act upon it or even attempt to improve their situation. If I know you and I am relatively interested in you as a person I am likely to lose all interest the moment you begin to show any signs of being this way. These are some of the worst people imaginable. I find them idiotic, stressful and mainly a waste of life. This is a human trait I very much despise.
This year promises to be one of the most important years of my life. I’ve partied, pretty much done it all before I was supposed too. Opportunity presented itself and I took it, I am richer for the experience. See how this works now? So yeah, my point being I haven’t done it all but I’ve done enough to realise its just not worth it. This year I have the opportunity to lay the foundations of my new life. It will get me out of this hell hole in which I’m currently situated and on to better things. Maybe someday some kids but that is a different article. The ends has presented itself, I have planned my means, my system, I just require an appropriate opportunity to present itself. One thing I have had to learn is patience. I am convinced this new year brings these hands of gold to the table, the specific opportunities I require to advance forward in my life. I must take these opportunities as they present themselves. I also look forward to posting here more and the fact I may even receive some correspondence from readers. I have plans for some more articles to give all three of you to read. Whoever you are, wherever you are I appreciate that you’re reading.

I have spent many a New Year’s Eve drink in hand as the clock strikes twelve, far from sober watching as the old year passes me by, then waving to it in a bitter salute to my failures. I take them hard as I don’t like to make the same mistake twice. This year change has already began seeing as I don’t feel trapped I see opportunity, advancement and prospects in the near future. I have nothing to be bitter about as such. I can hate everyone with being bitter you know!
Oh wells, haters gonna hate. Have A Happy New Years from AM and don’t let those opportunities pass you by or you’ll regret it. Have a good one, stay safe and keep hating.
Misanthropist.

Misanthropy waiting, the reunion.

Posted in Uncategorized on December 28, 2010 by MISANTHROPIST

Firstly I’d like to say, screw it, I know some people are reading. I have 68 views therefore I must be doing something right. I’d also like to add that I thought It’d be slightly clichéd to do a Christmas article. I’ve seen a good one elsewhere so I think I’ll leave Christmas to the misanthropic experts. It is a case of this article is perfect, don’t fuck with it. Someday I’d like to write that well and maybe even receive another response. Wouldn’t that be grand.
It has been one boring and busy month, fewer people and more work. Played santa this year, no more needs to be said. I over ate, drank way too much and generally over indulged. I always loved energy drinks and their combination with vodka is genius to say the least great way to begin a long grinding day. I don’t make new years resolutions I make decisions based on arguments based on facts, however, If I did make a new years resolution it would be to cut down on all of the above. Perfectly logical seeing as my liver is probably a battlefield at present. It hasn’t been so bad for me this Christmas seeing that I got a great gift, a fair supply of alcohol and I’ve been left alone. It’s the greatest gift ever. I’ve only socialized with my family out on inevitability and my girl out of choice. It’s been pretty good. I look forward to some changes and opportunities that will present themselves. Turns out people are as chaotic, idiotic and boring as before with their superficial problems and all the usual crap. Well I hope you all had a Merry little Christmas and I’ll be posting up some more content soon.
AM.

AM here….

Posted in Uncategorized on December 14, 2010 by MISANTHROPIST

I’m still here you know. I see you viewing but no comments…
A little interaction would be appreciated, I do not require your validation but I’d love to know your opinion.
I’ll need a reason to continue. I have plenty of hates, I’ll be posting up more soon, hating is a full time job.
I’d just enjoy hearing your opinions on what I have to say.
Haters gonna hate….
Well I’m waiting….